i was a basket filled with holes

she was the sand i tried to hold. she ran out behind me as i swung with some invisible hands.

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May 28
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148:365 I really hate mixed signals from people. It might just be me being over-analytical, but I always feel like they are fucking around with how they feel about me. I feel like they teeter from liking me to hating me and I just want them to choose something. I couldn’t care less if someone hated me, but I really don’t want to be naive and think they like me.  My english teacher took my yearbook away and says she’s not giving it back until the end of the year. Hi, I know someone who works for administration and they said you can’t do that. I hate my english teacher, but so does everyone else. I hope she knows everyone hates her, maybe she’ll get a clue if she reads that all the entries in my yearbook say “Fuck English, I hope Wiley dies.”  I like watching House, and I wish I was able to go back to the “sleep 5-9am” pattern I had during winter break. That was the best, I really miss having long days and nights and short breaks in between. I wish this summer had the potential to be a good one.

148:365

I really hate mixed signals from people. It might just be me being over-analytical, but I always feel like they are fucking around with how they feel about me. I feel like they teeter from liking me to hating me and I just want them to choose something. I couldn’t care less if someone hated me, but I really don’t want to be naive and think they like me. 

My english teacher took my yearbook away and says she’s not giving it back until the end of the year. Hi, I know someone who works for administration and they said you can’t do that. I hate my english teacher, but so does everyone else. I hope she knows everyone hates her, maybe she’ll get a clue if she reads that all the entries in my yearbook say “Fuck English, I hope Wiley dies.” 

I like watching House, and I wish I was able to go back to the “sleep 5-9am” pattern I had during winter break. That was the best, I really miss having long days and nights and short breaks in between. I wish this summer had the potential to be a good one.